Monday, December 1, 2008 : 1:46:00 AM
waited for nothing
this 4days of letting you go overseas to enjoy with yur parents and me just waiting at home waiting for you to come back has just ended in a very most emo-ing way. and yet ppl are still talking to me and i have no choice but just to hold it all down. afterall, i dont really say much out. but maybe this 4days of waiting, i just couldnt take it in.
maybe ima just no one to you in the end. stomach ache, and vomiting today. i told you, yet no concern returned. only telling me you have pass through the check out point area and others. you asking me questions, i replying to you. yet when i tell you sth, you dont seem to bother at all. just let it be, let me be the one who doesnt bother at all. even though with my parents suspecting me of stealing my sister's travelling money to bintan on my money, everything is my fault. just fking blame me for everything.