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how the words of a being that is so paranoid by other people whom she thinks broke up her relationship with another guy decides to pull another innoncent people into the story saying its all their fault and insists that its totally not her fault that their relationship fail and actually ruin a friendship here leading to another. the story heard from that guy himself saying that she is actually very SCARY. maybe she herself should just go and think what she has done herself. or maybe she cant even think herself. she just decides to push the blames to other people which somehow makes another people's friendship break up when its not even their fault. the other party still even decides to foolishly listen to that person and decides to sides her even. a friendship of 4years to you is nothing but just someone you use i guess. you rather listen to someone who doesnt know you that well and chose to listen to her. even though you didnt bothered to listen to your 4years of friendship friend first and just decided to blame her for things she didnt do and decided to stick to the friend that you just knew not long. what a trusting friendship you have towards her after being with her for 4years.




some people just are so dumb to listen to others. hopefully she wont get conned in the future.
recently i heard this from another friend.
there was 3 friends who decided to just find any girl in audition with the in-game-nick starting with a "baby" and stead with them. ** found Baby***, **** found baby**** and *** found someone else i think? it must have been fate that the girl two of them chose are actually schoolmates and good friends. but what a sad story it all led to when a 3rd person stick in her nose and decided to gossip about other people with the help of a few other people.




what a dumb girl she was to listen to the 3rd party and ended up ending the friendship they had. people wouldnt understand what is a good friendship. childish and immature? please, take a look at yurself. working just a few hours or just one day can already kill you. if you cant even work, how are you supposed to survive in this world? its not like your parents can be working till they die "*choy, touch wood" to earn money for you to last your life time. a mature person works, earn their own money. able to sepearate friendship and love. having the ability to know whose really in the wrong and right. listen to both side of the story before getting the answer to the problem. usually doesnt even stay out late into the late just to have fun with friends all night long. being able to take care of themself and not behave so stupid. just think on what you have done. making friends worried. parents worried. you might say you ARE mature. but in an adults eyes, you arent. maybe you are in a TEENAGE point of view. but seriously, we adults think its just childish and you shld really reflect abit more on the things you have done in the past. over the period i knew you so far, you complained about this and that but on the otherhand when we find the story out from the other person. it aint even that bad at all, rather you treat the other party worse. hopefully you will be able to see what has been going on wrong in your life and figure out something yourself since you are mature enough for yurself.

as my mum said. what ima doing is totally a waste of time. even though ima not working i go home late everyday. staying out non-stop. doing completely nothing. no job. my dream job was ruined in the hands of my secondary school art teacher i realised. my one and only dream ever since i was young. to be a engineer just like my parents. its in the blood i guess? teacher crashed my dream, no point in studying anything else. completely doing nothing at all. unemployed for so long, slacking is just wad i hate doing i guess. but it just kinda took over me. but i just hate this feeling even though alot of ppl rather slack. slacking doesnt feed you, it destroys your life. making you bankrupt. with the thought of doing illegal things just to earn money fast. with a risk of getting caught n getting jailed and having a black record.


ppl thinks it easy getting a job. well if you had de education its easy. seeing my own education, i oso want to laugh. was studying for sth i had totally no interest in. hoping i can take up an engineering course soon. but i think its kinda impossible too under my situtaion. dont ask, i don wana say. i guess i just haf to pray someone has a job to offer me which gives a decent pay so that i can start carving out my path for the future. i rather work n slack later in life den to slack now n regret for the rest of my life.

Quote from my darling f3.


YOU'RE TAGGED!
"I've been tagged and continue the honor of this game, I've tagged 6 people which can be found at the bottom of my list. The rules are as follows; each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 6 idiosyncrasies (abnormal behaviour, habits etc). as well as clearly state this rile after you state your 6 weirdness, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their multipy id at the bottom of your blog. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you're tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog for information as to what it means.


My 6 idiosyncrasies;
1. tends to like to "bully" people smaller like me(for eg. mindy and qiqi =x)
2. eats chocolate and ice cream at almost anytime i feel like(including early morning and midnight)
3. able to watch or play games till the next day which interests me
4. nothing more already ._.
5. NIL?
6. NIL!


Tagged ; babyqiqi ; deadlala ; jociestar ; nixie ; ozzy ; ryan

simon sux. hanx too! zzz!

going to airport still without them __!~
qiqi n my darling ima going to be waiting for you two~

just 2days ago, i met up with my friends simon and hanx with my sweetie touran to go out walk walk. de original meeting was like 2pm at bugis, but i guess my darling reached abt 2.30-3 and abt the same as me. n simon n hanx was kinda late cos they woke up late f3. walked abt lavender area to check up on tours to msia for our upcoming holiday trip overseas together. kinda walk till tired den hanx was like he wanted to shop too but didnt had enough time so we agreed to shop together on wednesday which is today.
the story for today goes as, *me, waking up at 11am sends a msg to hanx at 11.27am asking him whether was the shopping trip still on and he called me back n told me simon's phone went dead again n tou didnt answer, n mindy's phone was with her fren n she could only be contactable via online.
so i msg-ed reagan, simon's little brother =x n asked him for his hse phone but simon didnt answer! so hanx called till his mother picked up n hanx said his mum shouted to simon n he woke up rofl. as for my darling, i called about 8 phone calls n she answered! better than simon f3. u guys shld noe hse phone rings longer than handphones too anyway.
mindy, was found online at 1-2pm den i asked her to go bathe n come out, but by de time she was ready it was already 4+ and she had to meet someone else at 5 so she didnt turn up.
qiqi met us too cos she baked muffins in sch and wanted to let us all try it cos she thinks it tastes alright. it was alright but kinda somehow.. too dry? thats for the first batch we tried, de 2nd wasnt so bad.
stupid hanx made us walk in circles f3, he wanted to shop yet lazy to shop n we had to nag at him *rofl. shop about from late noon till 7+ n hurrily reached to bugis junction so hanx n simon could go to their horntail. qiqi decided to be guai n headed hme first, she was in her sch uni too anyways lol. my darling n me killed time in de arcade while waiting for them to finish up their horntail. shld i just start picking back up playing drums n guitar in de arcade? kinda feel weird after quitting from it so long though @-@. maybe some consideration is needed xD.
end of shopping trip: hanx bought one red shirt, one black jacket and one semi red grey top from topshop.
we got new styles of clothes we recommended to simon! well, he cant always be looking like a tourist or sth can he? finished up horntail n arcade, we headed to haf dinner. the day was so long that we ate more than one portion each. hanx n simon had 2 portions, me n my darling shared de 2nd portion. wad a tiring day it was, n ima going to head to bed now! nights all, n i love my darling x3~