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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 : 2:26:00 PM
pictures!

finally managed to upload the pictures from my house's spare camera!
here's a picture of my lovely sweetheart x3


the picture on the cake box which she drew for me!




and the cake she baked for me!




so pretty isnt it!



thanks darling for the cake and everything else x3 you!
and to others who came (:





Sunday, December 14, 2008 : 12:54:00 AM
pictures specially for my darling

this is what i call..



here to tell my sweetheart..



and i found this cute picture together with it =x


12:40:00 AM
birthday and anniversary!

happy 20th birthday to myself!


and.. happy 18th month anniversary to my baby!
x3, i love you loads xD.


n faster get well soon T.T


Monday, December 1, 2008 : 4:07:00 AM
new song up

was listening to all my old songs for the whole day today, n heard this song and suddenly felt like putting it up. here are the lyrics for the english version to it, hope you enjoy =x


Cherry Blossom
Ketsumeishi


Within the falling, dancing sakura, forgotten memories and
The sound of your voice come back to me.
The unceasing spring wind blows as it did then,
Bringing back the faint fragrance
Of your hair floating in the breeze
Like the promise the two of us made then.
HYURURI-RA HYURURI-RA...

Sakura scatters, I remember, without meaning.
A light goes out, once again that time comes to mind.
Unchanging fragrance, scene, wind.
The only difference is that you are not with me.
As I stand here, a welling of memories, revived, retread.
Long hair fluttering in the spring breeze, another strident hallucination.
We talked all night night beneath the sakura tree.
Memories: my shining proof.
When the sakura fell, we met, we parted.
Even so, like this, here again unchanging,
This blooming sprout, your hand drawing away,
Before I knew it you had left me, turned away from me.
In the season of the dancing sakura I regain
That time again, and recall you to my mind.

Sakura petals dance and fall, and memories come back to me.
Sakura petals dance and fall, and memories come back to me.

When I realized it was that season again memories of you seduce me.
They pound against the door of my heart, but sakura petals slip through my hands.
I understood for the first time I was young.
I didn't know until I came here
Why in this place alone the fragrant wind blows like destiny
The warm light of the sun overflows; if I close my eyes I return to that day.
Before I knew it your face had disappeared, gone elsewhere.
This scene has not changed since that day
The scattering petals tell of nothing.
Beneath the sakura where your voice resounded now no longer...

Repeat

Softly on my shoulders the flower petals land
When I hold them in my hand and close my eyes you are by my side.

Repeat

Sakura petals dance and fall, and memories come back to me...


4:05:00 AM
ima sorry sweetheart

i didnt noe wad happened there, smses sent out, i too get no replies.
sometimes worried, sends more than one but only some got a reply. lets not bother about it, cos i dont. cos your back here with me now (:
missing you all the time, sometimes too much, sometimes way too much. there wun be a too little at all =x
glad you made it back safely, even though some stuff happened there, i still m glad your back home again (:
oh ya, my mummy say she wana give me 10cents for my bdae present lol.
but she gave me 100bucks instead, so 100bucks = 10cents to her? o.o


1:46:00 AM
waited for nothing

this 4days of letting you go overseas to enjoy with yur parents and me just waiting at home waiting for you to come back has just ended in a very most emo-ing way. and yet ppl are still talking to me and i have no choice but just to hold it all down. afterall, i dont really say much out. but maybe this 4days of waiting, i just couldnt take it in.
maybe ima just no one to you in the end. stomach ache, and vomiting today. i told you, yet no concern returned. only telling me you have pass through the check out point area and others. you asking me questions, i replying to you. yet when i tell you sth, you dont seem to bother at all. just let it be, let me be the one who doesnt bother at all. even though with my parents suspecting me of stealing my sister's travelling money to bintan on my money, everything is my fault. just fking blame me for everything.