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as my mum said. what ima doing is totally a waste of time. even though ima not working i go home late everyday. staying out non-stop. doing completely nothing. no job. my dream job was ruined in the hands of my secondary school art teacher i realised. my one and only dream ever since i was young. to be a engineer just like my parents. its in the blood i guess? teacher crashed my dream, no point in studying anything else. completely doing nothing at all. unemployed for so long, slacking is just wad i hate doing i guess. but it just kinda took over me. but i just hate this feeling even though alot of ppl rather slack. slacking doesnt feed you, it destroys your life. making you bankrupt. with the thought of doing illegal things just to earn money fast. with a risk of getting caught n getting jailed and having a black record.


ppl thinks it easy getting a job. well if you had de education its easy. seeing my own education, i oso want to laugh. was studying for sth i had totally no interest in. hoping i can take up an engineering course soon. but i think its kinda impossible too under my situtaion. dont ask, i don wana say. i guess i just haf to pray someone has a job to offer me which gives a decent pay so that i can start carving out my path for the future. i rather work n slack later in life den to slack now n regret for the rest of my life.