cloudiedarling

2009-09-14T00:50:00.002+08:00

happy 27th month baby!

i love you sweetheart!

<3

comex 2009

2009-09-11T02:50:00.000+08:00

new mp3 player for my darling, here i come =)

revived

2009-08-16T04:34:00.001+08:00

i love you <3

crisis!

2009-04-22T23:48:00.002+08:00

ship abandoned! my darling has abandoned blogger and went over to the japanese! but i really have to say, its really cute. if your curious on wad m i talking abt, i suggest u to self find my darling's blog under credits n the link to her japanese website under her profiles! ima not going to help u cos both u n i both noe that u understand n m able to perfectly read english well, so dun bother n i hope u get de hint (:

genting trip

2009-03-28T06:31:00.001+08:00

i love genting! n i love spending my time on a holiday with my dearest, shall attempt to do it again, but of course with an extension of one more day! 3days 2night just seem too short!

imba team work, or shld i say, sabotage?

2009-03-22T05:51:00.002+08:00

playing dota with my friends n i kio first blood thanks to a good teamwork from the sand king in my team who knew when to stun and hit. n thanks to a sabotage, void running away just to save his own ass would just do anything. n i really mean anything, to cast chrome his uti, trapping the enemy luna n ME, LR inside it, leaving me just to die as huskar was just behind chasing up. n it was none other that whom you know as lex, lim junting, babylexx, amayayukiko. thank you alot. i swear i will nv play with him in the same team ever again.

*pout pout pout pout pout

2009-03-08T12:06:00.002+08:00

*POUTINGGGGGGGGGGG
darling nv reply me in garena ytd n i kept relogging like fking 30times at least cos i kept having the server is offline error n i kept thinking my darling would reply but she wasnt even online even once after that n i just kept waiting for a few hrs till i went to bed at 5am =.=
to darling, HUMPHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tranformers: revenge of the fallen

2009-02-19T14:19:00.003+08:00

a special post for my darling!
the transformers revenge of the fallen is coming out to the cinemas on 26th june 2009 most probably! can bring her go watch ;x

http://www.transformersmovie.com/

here's a blog which has more things!
http://transformers-2-trailer.blogspot.com/

2009-02-14T06:56:00.002+08:00

continuing off, here my love of mine for you.

no matter how many times we fight, how many times we get into quarrells, de times we have coldwars, and disagreements with each other. we eventually make up to each other somehow as our love overcomes it all.
you once asked me, why do I love you? I can only answer, its a feeling, a special affection for just that special person, and that person is you. I just suddenly fell in love with you before I knew it. I can only say my answer for that question is that.

i love you darling (:

you know what

2009-02-14T06:52:00.003+08:00

happy valentine's day to my sweetheart~

and a happy 20th month anniversary darling!

a picture of your favourite!

and he appears to wish you happy valentine's day! ;x

valentine's day

2009-02-09T19:25:00.002+08:00

valentine's day is coming as all of you should know! and yes, i have yet to find a present suitable for my darling and she just keep insisiting i should just treat her to a good meal instead. but i just feel so noob T_T for being unable to get her anything. n its also our anniversary.. i shall try to think up of something asap ._.

and there's this ring which i kinda fell in love with. maybe its cos i like rings that are black or semi black.

i know its quite big, but i kinda aint sure how to resize it.. =x

late post!

2009-02-09T19:19:00.001+08:00

i finally got time to blog! well maybe cause ima practically not busy with anything now and my darling is outside ;D darling may u get well soon from yur flu T_T

here's pictures of wad i gave my darling for xmas+jan's anniversary.

i got this specifed color, quite a pretty color, and so was the price of it =x
and a jacket for myself too! darling likes to play with the furry part at the hand lolol, and the fur is all removable, thats the best part if you dun wish to get it dirty ;x

happy 19th candy anniversary to you

2009-01-14T03:00:00.002+08:00

happy 19th candy anniversary month to you darling!

your using candies so i shall too!

darling i.. love you!

our sweet sweet love from me to you

the times we shared together through happiness, sadness, anger and so on.

but i still love you throughout whatever we encounted.

upon overcoming it, my love for you just grows more.

the adorable you.

told me i love you

the shuai me ^^

fell in love together one day and shall love each other for eternity.

daisuki anata .

random chant

2009-01-12T05:38:00.000+08:00

touran wa daiski! ^^

sorry sweetheart..

2009-01-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

i just got too stressed up with everything around.
work, school, friends, time, family.
ending up only to make you feel worse about me. ima sorry.. ):

tagged!

2009-01-03T03:15:00.003+08:00

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Summer Skin -Death Cab For Cutie

._.?

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"Monokuro" ni Natta Saigo no hi - D'espairsRay

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Higher & Higher -Rave(the anime)

lol?

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Hizou - Kagrra

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
But It's Better If You Do - Panic! At the Disco

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Before - Misato Aki

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
I N G - Chou Hikou Shounen

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Close to me - Kotoko

*no link lol

WHAT IS 2+2?
Akai Ito - Never Land

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Hang 'em High - My Chemical Romance

whr do i hang them? o.o

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
We love you - Miyavi

LOL miyavi n me love you darling! cos we both same "ya" LOL

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Urgent Immoral Passion - High and Mighty

passion for things? o.o

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
March On - Good Charlotte

march to the future for us? =x

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Meguriaeta Kiseki - Antic Cafe

*dun understand

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Singing Bridges - Matchbook Romance

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Rasen - Kagrra

OK!WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
涙雨降り紫陽花 - Kra

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
The Chronicles of Life and Death - Good Charlotte

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Untouchable - Kim Jong Kook

LOL.

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
M - Ayumi Hamasaski

totally no link o.o

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Sweet Songs ever with you - Kotoko

i will die with my darling?! O_O

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Agitated Scream of Maggots - Dir En Grey

i only noe i hate maggots =x

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Wish Of a Blue Bird - H.O.T.

a blue bird wishing.. i shld see it first lol

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Musou Uta - Suara

too touching scenes?

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
BBMak - Still on your Side

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Ho! Summer - Tackey & Tsubasa

maybe asking me to sing that song in public will LOL.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
After Confession - Kioku

no one confessed to me o.O n i got my baby already x;

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE
Intermission - Ken Hirai

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Rock'N'Roll Swindle - Glay

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Ga No Koku Yoru - Kagrra

Tag a few people:
mindeh, qiiqii, nixie, angez, rou~

pictures!

2008-12-31T14:26:00.002+08:00

finally managed to upload the pictures from my house's spare camera!

here's a picture of my lovely sweetheart x3

the picture on the cake box which she drew for me!

and the cake she baked for me!

so pretty isnt it!

thanks darling for the cake and everything else x3 you!

and to others who came (:

pictures specially for my darling

2008-12-14T00:54:00.003+08:00

this is what i call..

here to tell my sweetheart..

and i found this cute picture together with it =x

birthday and anniversary!

2008-12-14T00:40:00.001+08:00

happy 20th birthday to myself!

and.. happy 18th month anniversary to my baby!
x3, i love you loads xD.

n faster get well soon T.T

new song up

2008-12-01T04:07:00.002+08:00

was listening to all my old songs for the whole day today, n heard this song and suddenly felt like putting it up. here are the lyrics for the english version to it, hope you enjoy =x

Cherry Blossom

Ketsumeishi

Within the falling, dancing sakura, forgotten memories and

The sound of your voice come back to me.

The unceasing spring wind blows as it did then,

Bringing back the faint fragrance

Of your hair floating in the breeze

Like the promise the two of us made then.

HYURURI-RA HYURURI-RA...

Sakura scatters, I remember, without meaning.

A light goes out, once again that time comes to mind.

Unchanging fragrance, scene, wind.

The only difference is that you are not with me.

As I stand here, a welling of memories, revived, retread.

Long hair fluttering in the spring breeze, another strident hallucination.

We talked all night night beneath the sakura tree.

Memories: my shining proof.

When the sakura fell, we met, we parted.

Even so, like this, here again unchanging,

This blooming sprout, your hand drawing away,

Before I knew it you had left me, turned away from me.

In the season of the dancing sakura I regain

That time again, and recall you to my mind.

Sakura petals dance and fall, and memories come back to me.

When I realized it was that season again memories of you seduce me.

They pound against the door of my heart, but sakura petals slip through my hands.

I understood for the first time I was young.

I didn't know until I came here

Why in this place alone the fragrant wind blows like destiny

The warm light of the sun overflows; if I close my eyes I return to that day.

Before I knew it your face had disappeared, gone elsewhere.

This scene has not changed since that day

The scattering petals tell of nothing.

Beneath the sakura where your voice resounded now no longer...

Repeat

Softly on my shoulders the flower petals land

When I hold them in my hand and close my eyes you are by my side.

Repeat

Sakura petals dance and fall, and memories come back to me...

ima sorry sweetheart

2008-12-01T04:05:00.001+08:00

i didnt noe wad happened there, smses sent out, i too get no replies.
sometimes worried, sends more than one but only some got a reply. lets not bother about it, cos i dont. cos your back here with me now (:
missing you all the time, sometimes too much, sometimes way too much. there wun be a too little at all =x
glad you made it back safely, even though some stuff happened there, i still m glad your back home again (:
oh ya, my mummy say she wana give me 10cents for my bdae present lol.
but she gave me 100bucks instead, so 100bucks = 10cents to her? o.o

waited for nothing

2008-12-01T01:46:00.004+08:00

this 4days of letting you go overseas to enjoy with yur parents and me just waiting at home waiting for you to come back has just ended in a very most emo-ing way. and yet ppl are still talking to me and i have no choice but just to hold it all down. afterall, i dont really say much out. but maybe this 4days of waiting, i just couldnt take it in.
maybe ima just no one to you in the end. stomach ache, and vomiting today. i told you, yet no concern returned. only telling me you have pass through the check out point area and others. you asking me questions, i replying to you. yet when i tell you sth, you dont seem to bother at all. just let it be, let me be the one who doesnt bother at all. even though with my parents suspecting me of stealing my sister's travelling money to bintan on my money, everything is my fault. just fking blame me for everything.

i miss you..

2008-11-28T08:28:00.000+08:00

my sweetheart went off to genting just yesterday at 5am+ to take a bus down for a trip of 4days 3nights, and ima here to say.. I MISS YOU DARLING T-T.
*chiongs pirate job to not think =x

cheap ride home!

2008-11-24T18:20:00.001+08:00

yes! i took a nightrider home last saturday at 4am+ for only 71cents!
NR6 from parklane to hougang area xD.

yoyo check it out

2008-11-18T00:35:00.002+08:00

ima blogging omfg. even when my darling doesnt blog that much too ;x
delia is rocking in singapore currently for 13days till then, going shopping with her n hanx soon, food fest at expo tmr and more!
and cant wait for the upcoming event for our small little group, gonna have fun again xD.
till then, cloudie will be playing dota! and audi if there's ppl playing with me ;D

happy 17th month anniversary ! ❤

2008-11-14T01:56:00.001+08:00

❤ you baby . happy 17th month anniversary darling !
i love you , i need you and i will be with you (:*

ppl's tarot card

2008-11-10T03:02:00.001+08:00

hanxiang's card LOLOL.(i made him do it ;x)

You are Death

Change, Transformation, Alteration.

People fear this card, but if you want to change your life, this is one of the
best indicators for it. Whatever happens, life will be different. Yes, the Death card can signal a death in the right circumstances (a question about a very sick or old relative, for example), but unlike its dramatic presentation in the movies, the Death card is far more likely to signal transformation, passage, change. Scorpio, the sign of this card, has three forms: scorpion, serpent, eagle. The Death card indicates this transition from lower to higher to highest. This is a card of humility, and it may mean you have been brought low, but only so that you can then go higher than ever before. Death "humbles" all, but it also "exults." Always keep in mind that on this card of darkness there is featured a sunrise as well. You could be ready for a change.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

ima moon *shines

2008-11-10T03:00:00.000+08:00

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2008-11-03T15:26:00.002+08:00

Pick your birth month.
→ Change the font to red for anything that doesn’t apply to you.
→ Bold the five that best apply to you.
→ Copy to your blog, livejournal, xanga, wordpress.
→ Tag 5 people from your friends list.

[ 5 people - deli, hito, NOOB cc, mindeh, icy]

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, Shy and Humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness.Polite and soft-spoken.Having ideas.Sensitive.Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay.Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental.Funny and humorous.Loves to joke.Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly.Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt and takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

doing this out of my own fun! ;x

2008-10-26T06:45:00.004+08:00

Starting time: 6.48am
Name: cloudie airamyra
Sisters: one
Brothers: one a half, cos he's too fat

Shoe size: 6-7
Height: 163cm.
where do you live: Dreamland

Favourite drinks: plain water ftw.

Have you ever -

Been on a plane : plenty. starting from primary school to thailand and on.
Fallen asleep at school: always on days i sleep at 2am before the day itself
Broken someone's heart: someone out there
Fell off your chair: yea, when my sis pulled it when we attended a wedding -.-
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: waiting till fall aslp lol

Saved e-mails: sure, for some reasons
What is your room like: crowded
The last thing you ate: at this cafe near bugis junction, ate two person's portion o.o
Ever had chicken pox: yea, den my sis got it with me and we couldnt go near our younger brother
Sore throat: it comes all the time

Stitches: anyone wana count for me? starting from the back of my neck area till the waist lol
Broken nose: nope.
Do you believe in love at first sight: not really
Like picnics: love it, but no one does it lol, out of trend to them? ;x
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: dance uh, with de ddr machine a year plus ago lol
Last made you smile: my sweetheart~
You last yelled at: my grandma D: when she kept asking me to eat when i had no appetite @_@

Today did you -

Talk to someone you like: my darling!
Kiss anyone: yea, i kissed her before she went to sleep
Get sick: flu?
Talk to an ex: a few days back.. yea lol
Miss someone: nobody cos de one i will only miss is right nxt to me ^^
Eat: yet to since dinner yesterday

Best feeling in the world: my darling hugging me ;x
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: my hse has my toufu!
What's under your bed: my study table, desktop, laptop, clothes in de closet and more toys!
Who do you really hate: no one in mind
What time is it now? : 6.58am

Random -

Is there a person who is on your mind now: my sweetheart
Do you have any siblings: scroll up and count please.
Do you want children: kids r noisy
Do you smile often: of cos, i get cheered up too easily
Do you like your hand-writing: so-so i guess.

Are your toe nails painted: cos not.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my darling! and my parents ;x
What color shirt are you wearing now: blue
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: walking to bugis arcade to find my sweetheart

I can't wait till: this thing ends
Are you a friendly person: find out yurself
Do you have any pets: used to have a hamster, fishes, turtles, bird
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: sleeping next to me
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: of cos!

Do you sleep with the TV on?: my room has no tv
What are you doing right now?: slacking
Have you ever crawled through a window?: yea, in sec 4 when it was recess they locked up de doors n we left one window not locked on purpose to climb in. is from hotel to hotel counted? i climbed through the balcony area before too o.o
Are you too forgiving?: quite for girls only. ima always bias to guys ;D
Are you closer to your mother or father?: mum, i spent more time with her i guess
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: my laptop on that day.
How many people can you say you've really loved?: my sweetheart and both my grandma, though one has left this cruel world already

Do you eat healthy?: tries to
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: i burned the last of them
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: kinda
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: my sweetheart, who else.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: quiet i guess. unless there's a topic or action i can participate in
Are you confident?: average.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

1. beating the shyt out of boys who tried bullying my sis.
2. sleep
3. eat
4. watch tv
5. learning how to bike

5 things on my to-do list today:

1. sleep and wake up
2. kiss her when i wake
3. tell her i love her
4. and i miss her when i was away in dreamland
5. make sure she doesnt skip out any meals today as ima nxt to her.

5 snacks I enjoy:

1. ken ken cuttlefish
2. chilli flavoured jack n jill potato chip
3. spicy flavour oregan chips
4. big boss tomyam flavoured seaweed
5. MILK CHOCOLATE

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

1. buy a new house for my sweetheart for us to stay
2. bring her to japan to enjoy for a month and book the whole concert when despairs ray is performing
3. get a car licence for both of us and buy a car of her choice and one for myself too.
4. invest in good stocks to earn more so i can donate
5. get her whatever she wants.

5 of my bad habits:

1. staying up late
2. lazy to do things
3. watch shows till i forget my surroundings
4. lazing around in bed
5. think its a ass-in-a pain question when ppl ask wad to eat and when i choose no one agrees and just let them decide

5 places I have lived in:

1. my mummy's womb
2. Mount Elizabeth Hospital
3. bishan in my parent's room
4. bishan in the 2nd bedroom
5. bishan in my study room

5 jobs I've had:
1. clerical officer
2. cashier
3. games event promoter
4. arcade attendant (for 1day n i was picked for a office job somewhere else de nxt day lol)
5. stock checking

5 people I tag:
1. nobody to choose, lazy to find~
2. N/A
3. N/A
4. N/A
5. N/A

trick-or-treat!

2008-10-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

late post! here's a post on this recent patch from the upcoming halloween~
here's the picture! =x

picture of me and my darling wearing our mask and hat~

sad mask

smiling maskangry maskcrying maskgentlemen hat. to obtain it, 30 points is required from halloween party quest.pumpkin hat. to obtain it, 50 pumpking piecess is needed.

and i miss my darling more and more each day, i love you sweetheart~

staying home

2008-10-17T08:28:00.002+08:00

i shld just stay hme more and do wad i was told i guess. maybe i shallnt go out today at all. sorry darling, i guess i wasnt up to standards enough.
i shall do something instead of doing the same thing everyday of slacking.

joining in the fun!

2008-10-16T15:35:00.004+08:00

lolol, i joined in, F2

;o *point at 102%

dragon~

happy anniversary~

2008-10-14T06:34:00.003+08:00

happy 16th month anniversary darling!

here's something i made out after trying to think of something so long @_@"

hope it looks okay ;x

i love you

touran was here ;

2008-10-14T04:29:00.001+08:00

yes , the blog-skinner was here to say ;

happy 16th anniversary darling ♥

movie sucktard~

2008-10-12T06:43:00.002+08:00

couldnt get to sleep yet so posting this up!
according to my darling's post @ www.diaephobic-sync.blogspot.com
yea, the movie sux. its a total waste of money and time on it. and cathay's service aint any better. screwed up our original seatings and made us having to sit right in the front row. talk about good service.
and i haf did wad i said i will on my darling's blog =x f2
and i love you darling! kinda feel unwell, but i duno wads de cause @_@.
shall try to get some rest.

o.O

2008-09-30T17:07:00.002+08:00

woke up after a long night, slept quite well but i think i could haf slept more. LOL. who ask me couldnt slp last night n ended up going out for more than 12hrs after that @_@"

off to meet my darling soon xD~ *sayang darling, u got no food at hme ): i hurry come down pei u! *chiong out

hugging my toufu

2008-09-25T05:19:00.003+08:00

hmm, maybe after reading your blog. maybe its just all my fault i guess. just a few days ago only you sms-ed me and i replied then on my computer logging in msn and decided to change to replying you there. thus trying to but no avail i went maple and found you there. then i asked why didnt you see your msn you said you will lookout for your handphone more instead at home so i decided to message you straight and was waiting for your reply. just when i was refilling my bottle of water and came back seeing what you typed i guess its my fault for not being there to say anything comforting to you. i guess i shldn't drink water anymore nxt time and be at my com side all the time waiting for you to get online so i can say something.
i shall just go hug my yellow toufu elsewhere..

emo night

2008-09-25T04:07:00.002+08:00

this feeling inside me sucks. just finished one round of zakum. totally no mood. my darling dc-ed when she just entered the map and i immediately took my phone to sms her. and yet she logs back in after that saying she dc-ed n stuff den said this very few words " yet someone there isnt saying anything" and went offline immediately. upon seeing that how my heart sung even lower when you already agreed to not zak later when i was on my way home and ended up having to go zak. and now this, i cant take this.. i shld go off n emo. waste this stupid night away somewhere else. bye.

my post!

2008-09-25T00:58:00.001+08:00

I LOVE XTOURAN! okay, done LOL.

..

2008-09-17T03:07:00.000+08:00

*gone emo-ing.

blah.

2008-09-10T04:10:00.002+08:00

nothing.

CHALET ~ *

2008-09-04T12:57:00.002+08:00

toutou says :

cloudie has gone to family chalet ~
and toutou misses cloudie♥♥

so called acts of mature.

2008-08-28T07:08:00.002+08:00

how the words of a being that is so paranoid by other people whom she thinks broke up her relationship with another guy decides to pull another innoncent people into the story saying its all their fault and insists that its totally not her fault that their relationship fail and actually ruin a friendship here leading to another. the story heard from that guy himself saying that she is actually very SCARY. maybe she herself should just go and think what she has done herself. or maybe she cant even think herself. she just decides to push the blames to other people which somehow makes another people's friendship break up when its not even their fault. the other party still even decides to foolishly listen to that person and decides to sides her even. a friendship of 4years to you is nothing but just someone you use i guess. you rather listen to someone who doesnt know you that well and chose to listen to her. even though you didnt bothered to listen to your 4years of friendship friend first and just decided to blame her for things she didnt do and decided to stick to the friend that you just knew not long. what a trusting friendship you have towards her after being with her for 4years.

some people just are so dumb to listen to others. hopefully she wont get conned in the future.
recently i heard this from another friend.
there was 3 friends who decided to just find any girl in audition with the in-game-nick starting with a "baby" and stead with them. ** found Baby***, **** found baby**** and *** found someone else i think? it must have been fate that the girl two of them chose are actually schoolmates and good friends. but what a sad story it all led to when a 3rd person stick in her nose and decided to gossip about other people with the help of a few other people.

what a dumb girl she was to listen to the 3rd party and ended up ending the friendship they had. people wouldnt understand what is a good friendship. childish and immature? please, take a look at yurself. working just a few hours or just one day can already kill you. if you cant even work, how are you supposed to survive in this world? its not like your parents can be working till they die "*choy, touch wood" to earn money for you to last your life time. a mature person works, earn their own money. able to sepearate friendship and love. having the ability to know whose really in the wrong and right. listen to both side of the story before getting the answer to the problem. usually doesnt even stay out late into the late just to have fun with friends all night long. being able to take care of themself and not behave so stupid. just think on what you have done. making friends worried. parents worried. you might say you ARE mature. but in an adults eyes, you arent. maybe you are in a TEENAGE point of view. but seriously, we adults think its just childish and you shld really reflect abit more on the things you have done in the past. over the period i knew you so far, you complained about this and that but on the otherhand when we find the story out from the other person. it aint even that bad at all, rather you treat the other party worse. hopefully you will be able to see what has been going on wrong in your life and figure out something yourself since you are mature enough for yurself.

my life is so condemned

2008-08-17T17:43:00.002+08:00

as my mum said. what ima doing is totally a waste of time. even though ima not working i go home late everyday. staying out non-stop. doing completely nothing. no job. my dream job was ruined in the hands of my secondary school art teacher i realised. my one and only dream ever since i was young. to be a engineer just like my parents. its in the blood i guess? teacher crashed my dream, no point in studying anything else. completely doing nothing at all. unemployed for so long, slacking is just wad i hate doing i guess. but it just kinda took over me. but i just hate this feeling even though alot of ppl rather slack. slacking doesnt feed you, it destroys your life. making you bankrupt. with the thought of doing illegal things just to earn money fast. with a risk of getting caught n getting jailed and having a black record.

ppl thinks it easy getting a job. well if you had de education its easy. seeing my own education, i oso want to laugh. was studying for sth i had totally no interest in. hoping i can take up an engineering course soon. but i think its kinda impossible too under my situtaion. dont ask, i don wana say. i guess i just haf to pray someone has a job to offer me which gives a decent pay so that i can start carving out my path for the future. i rather work n slack later in life den to slack now n regret for the rest of my life.

yur tagged!

2008-08-14T14:39:00.003+08:00

Quote from my darling f3.

YOU'RE TAGGED!
"I've been tagged and continue the honor of this game, I've tagged 6 people which can be found at the bottom of my list. The rules are as follows; each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 6 idiosyncrasies (abnormal behaviour, habits etc). as well as clearly state this rile after you state your 6 weirdness, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their multipy id at the bottom of your blog. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you're tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog for information as to what it means.

My 6 idiosyncrasies;
1. tends to like to "bully" people smaller like me(for eg. mindy and qiqi =x)
2. eats chocolate and ice cream at almost anytime i feel like(including early morning and midnight)
3. able to watch or play games till the next day which interests me
4. nothing more already ._.
5. NIL?
6. NIL!

Tagged ; babyqiqi ; deadlala ; jociestar ; nixie ; ozzy ; ryan

fcked up.

2008-08-08T15:05:00.003+08:00

simon sux. hanx too! zzz!

going to airport still without them __!~
qiqi n my darling ima going to be waiting for you two~

day out with friends

2008-08-07T00:31:00.003+08:00

just 2days ago, i met up with my friends simon and hanx with my sweetie touran to go out walk walk. de original meeting was like 2pm at bugis, but i guess my darling reached abt 2.30-3 and abt the same as me. n simon n hanx was kinda late cos they woke up late f3. walked abt lavender area to check up on tours to msia for our upcoming holiday trip overseas together. kinda walk till tired den hanx was like he wanted to shop too but didnt had enough time so we agreed to shop together on wednesday which is today.
the story for today goes as, *me, waking up at 11am sends a msg to hanx at 11.27am asking him whether was the shopping trip still on and he called me back n told me simon's phone went dead again n tou didnt answer, n mindy's phone was with her fren n she could only be contactable via online.
so i msg-ed reagan, simon's little brother =x n asked him for his hse phone but simon didnt answer! so hanx called till his mother picked up n hanx said his mum shouted to simon n he woke up rofl. as for my darling, i called about 8 phone calls n she answered! better than simon f3. u guys shld noe hse phone rings longer than handphones too anyway.
mindy, was found online at 1-2pm den i asked her to go bathe n come out, but by de time she was ready it was already 4+ and she had to meet someone else at 5 so she didnt turn up.
qiqi met us too cos she baked muffins in sch and wanted to let us all try it cos she thinks it tastes alright. it was alright but kinda somehow.. too dry? thats for the first batch we tried, de 2nd wasnt so bad.
stupid hanx made us walk in circles f3, he wanted to shop yet lazy to shop n we had to nag at him *rofl. shop about from late noon till 7+ n hurrily reached to bugis junction so hanx n simon could go to their horntail. qiqi decided to be guai n headed hme first, she was in her sch uni too anyways lol. my darling n me killed time in de arcade while waiting for them to finish up their horntail. shld i just start picking back up playing drums n guitar in de arcade? kinda feel weird after quitting from it so long though @-@. maybe some consideration is needed xD.
end of shopping trip: hanx bought one red shirt, one black jacket and one semi red grey top from topshop.
we got new styles of clothes we recommended to simon! well, he cant always be looking like a tourist or sth can he? finished up horntail n arcade, we headed to haf dinner. the day was so long that we ate more than one portion each. hanx n simon had 2 portions, me n my darling shared de 2nd portion. wad a tiring day it was, n ima going to head to bed now! nights all, n i love my darling x3~

hohoho this is my update =x

2008-07-25T04:48:00.004+08:00

TADAH! THIS IS MOST OF THE PICTURES I HAVE OF MY DARLING HEHEHEHE =X

here's my update for today! and i love my xTouran baby forever! ^^x3

happy 13th month anniversary

2008-07-14T14:08:00.002+08:00

happy 13th month anniversary

sweetie, your my cup of coffee. a special one who is only unique and special to me.

I will always love you for who you are, no matter what you do or say.

even though i may say i dont take coffee or so. your the only cup i will ever take xD

your in my heart all the time as whole as the heart shown on the picture x3

happy 13th month anniversary to you again, i will always be loving you!

so sweet of you <3

2008-07-14T13:58:00.003+08:00

Love you always~

my darling is so sweet~ you bought dinner for me and bring over to my house even though you were tired from not enough rest from the stayover at qiqi's house the day before. and my stupid leg had to hurt from the day before so i didnt wanted to go out for anything else ._.

thanks darling! thank you, thank you, thank you!

I love you always and always x33

i hate my hair

2008-07-11T01:37:00.002+08:00

anyone wana sponsor money to cut my hair, dye it, reborn it and repeated times of treatment? i doubt so D: i really envy all those who have such perfect hair condition, i feel like just taking a hat to cover my hair sometimes. even though some of you will say you envy mine, but if you seriously had my hair since you were young, you wouldnt want it too =/

wants!

2008-07-11T01:23:00.003+08:00

there's been this phone model that i have been eyeing for quite a time already, its available in japan only seems to be. but it can be exported to singapore but i have no idea how, can anyone help me find out please thanks~ ><

the brand is NTT docomo, quite a known brand in japan and those who watch japan shows should usually come by this model name quite alot. and its model is N905i

here's a picture of it, i like the red one only =D

and here's the link to it too xD

http://www.nttdocomo.co.jp/english/product/foma/905i/n905i/index.html

updates!

2008-07-02T03:03:00.004+08:00

tadah! this was a bag my darling gave me on our anniversary! the color faded off quite badly and i just couldnt stand looking at it anymore and i when to popular yesterday to buy a marker and painted it over! i love this gift from my darling so very very much! x33

and oh yes did i tell you all it was our one year anniversary just last month on the 14th of june. and yea my darling was trying to bake a strawberry shortcake for me! but it got delayed till it was her birthday on the 21st june, so we kinda had it for both days instead. thanks darling for the cake! it was uber delicious, and i love it! so much strawberries on it =x

and the gifts i got for our 1year was two books, both about love stories and poems o.O pictures currently unavailable! updated asap ^^
oh yea and we had a fun time during the chalet which was held on the 18-20 june at downtown in celebration of my darling's and simon's birthday! hope everyone enjoyed it and quite a number of people really got drunk quite badly on de 1st night hahahaha. from wad i rmb-ed it was my darling, simon, hanx, cow, shadow i think not sure who else drank. i noe hanx kept saying he wanted to horntail then my darling keep saying she loved me and simon was just "seh~" and cow went to the toilet to shyt and ended sleeping halfway sleeping OMG? =x shadow opened the toilet door and hao cleaned him up for him lols.
and we watched the zohan on de 2nd night and we sneaked in quite alot of below 16 kids =x

more info to be updated asap o.O

alone

2008-06-04T20:49:00.001+08:00

ima all alone, i just realised.

waited..

2008-06-04T03:40:00.001+08:00

waiting for you... you said you were going to audi to train abit for the compy tmr, i waited inside for you.. you msg-ed me saying you had some stuff to do so i continuted waiting inside till i was tired and so fed-up. decided to just head off to bed instead.

the special things i got..

2008-05-15T06:42:00.005+08:00

my darling wrote a book for me, there's no cover on purpose rawr ><

the title of the book i think x-x

a dedication written to me from my baby ><

and she made cream puffs for me! it was her first attempt so i helped abit too hoho xD. more like sitting in her kitchen playing with her laptop instead i think lol.

dont they look yummy?

*drools lmao x=

happy 11th month anniversary

2008-05-14T06:33:00.002+08:00

its the 11th month we have been together already,
your the reason why my life still goes on,
your the reason why i dont think its a bother to care for someone you love,
your the reason why i dont mind giving up my everyall just to be with you,
your the reason why i want to give my best and whatever i have to do,
your the reason why i learn to love..

loving you which doesnt need a reason for it..
happy 11th month anniversary baby~ i love you forever and always <3

i mega-ed my darling in our friend's maple server =x i love you sweetheart~

pathetic.

2008-05-10T08:08:00.002+08:00

what a pathetic guild MintCandies from Delp maple server is. ppl are always expecting help from me and my baby touran. well i haf one thing to say, scam off thnks (: just earlier i got raided of my own skele map HAHA isnt that nice? just simply not replying or moving to the pub0r leg3ndsniper from ownage or is it PWNAGE. (you got pwned noob)
and the previous 2x my so called "friends" were going to train at skele and i even helped to take care of their map. those were babylexx, babydusty, x1aok1tty and keeahpa. kitty wasnt online so i shallnt make any comments. babylexx merely dc-ed and he called me immed asking me to rush n guard his map n i did. babydusty and x1aok1tty who was supposed to train with keeahpa was afk and almost lost their map yet i stick up and said i was with them and no one took their map. this guild is totally useless, i rather stay guildless or join a noob guild so i wouldnt expect any blardy help from them. then to stay in a high lvl guild and yet no one fking care a shyt when ppl who has helped you nv help you at all. all i have to say to you guys.
FK YOU ALL (:

some maple screenshots i have!

2008-05-07T02:27:00.011+08:00

waiting for this ring to appear! well it looks better than the cupid's ring alot -.-

i have 1billion in maple!! YAY. but i guess most of you can tell its edited, F3

this has to be a earring my good friend KeeAhPa wants to have and is willing to pay any price just for it, rofl. sadly it doesnt belongs to delp =x it belongs to aquila~ but aquila has many perfect items too cos there's many hackers there ^^

hohoho i have thunder wand~ i bought it ok! 150m fly~ but its in the hands of my friend Keeahpa! hanx cherish it well ok! =3

yandaoisme2 and soondk the worse two maple character with badass attitude has been banned for scolding the GM o.o GOOD WORK GM =x

happy 10th anniversary baby!

2008-04-14T14:26:00.004+08:00

its.. our..

10th month anniversary!

i love you baby, forever (:

your knight in red and black has arrived! willing to protect you from anything that harms you so becos i love you so and i wun forgive anyone from hurting you.

happy 10th anniversary sweetie, i love you more than this bear in the picture does! if it loves you more than i love you tell me alright? i will get rid of that bear =x

something new =x

2008-04-13T06:06:00.001+08:00

yay blog ok again. post edited! this pic is funny sia rofl. it was on the day my darling solo-ed papu.. i went in with her den.. somehow died den ended up just playing around the map there =x

good news~

2008-04-11T05:09:00.002+08:00

i just checked my email.. and found an email from my school..
i passed my exams! thanks baby for being there for me ><
for asking to study non-stop cos i noe ima lazy to study ):
thanks sweetheart.. i love you <3

fly with you

2008-04-08T11:06:00.003+08:00

to be able to fly with you..

i would sneak into a plane or get a air ticket to chase after you, following your destination..

or as i would..
change into a butterfly so that i would be able to fly around you.. able to find you wherever you go.. watching you wherever you go to. or else i would want to become the sky, able to watch you day and night, and see where you are..

sorry sweetheart ):

2008-04-08T11:03:00.001+08:00

i get jealous when you get too engross with other ppl regarding chats or whatever so and i dun like to be neglected!
me n my stupid tempers ):
sorry sweetie T_T

maple patch today

2008-04-08T11:01:00.002+08:00

maple patched from 3am to 9.30am today!
new extended singapore map.. new mobs ..
and dmg increased for bowman, xbm and for savage blow and double stab.
xbm shorten range =x reagan pls dun die when u hit ahma =x
increased dmg.. doesnt seem any difference.. complain on forum? rofl
its a boring morning.. but ima busy making something for my special someone.
i dont mind spending my time doing it cos there's a reason for it ^^

our first zak organised.

2008-04-03T01:30:00.000+08:00

the first zak me n my sweetie organised.. was successful!
but the reason for the zak failed ):
was supposed to help xHITOO and xLEENN to get helmed ><
i shld haf told u two the bishop can revive and the reason why i brought 4 in lol ._.
n i shld haf check de number of pots u both had actually F3
but nonetheless, 3 ppl were re-helmed at the end.
WoAiSnow.. __ he sux =D
he just stand there solo till zak down loot eq zzz -.-
will be organising one more hopefully~ for hito n leen to get helmed this time round! ^^

happy 9th month anniversary

2008-03-14T10:00:00.002+08:00

happy 9th month anniversary baby..

I love you just more and more as each day passes by.. My love for you will never end but just grow forever ending.. I love my baby forever~

we both have seal cushions! sadly the one i got was pink for you >.<~

grats darling <3

2008-03-12T05:50:00.001+08:00

grats sweetie for passing last slot on yur blood dagger! its 125wa now!

arent you happy! =x hee~ picture of it coming right up...

baka cloudie baka me ):

2008-03-08T13:19:00.002+08:00

sorry sweetie..

falling asleep on my table,

making you think i was actually online.

sis' fed my pet and off my com.

ima sorry.

maybe i shldnt have muted my maple since i was feeling bored.

waiting for your replies.

overall still..

ima very sorry sweetheart.. ):

random rants (continued) part 3

2008-02-29T14:30:00.002+08:00

found this pretty lil lighter on zippo.com before valetine's actually. i wanted to get it for my sweetie as a valentine's gift but when i reached the webpage of address, it said that its only delivered to the states. what the heck? waste so much of my time -_-"
I CAUGHT NUA SAYING THIS DARLING. I TOLD HIM I WOULD SS-ED IT!
spoilt skewer? to believe or not to~ yes its true! and ima holding onto it right now! waiting for xxchibi to sell off his 95ma skewer before he buys it from me at 55mil xD. gacha-ed this just the day after the elemental staff and wands serials were added in to the gacha. my friend still said it wouldnt be sold for high price f3

my 1st valentine's gift.

2008-02-29T14:21:00.003+08:00

the first valentine i ever celebrated before with the someone special to me and the first time i ever received a gift from that special someone.. my baby is so sweet >.<

even sweeter than sweets xD. i love you sweetheart forever x33a pair of ligters, something that means meaningful to me, and you.
a message from you to me, i love you ever so.
how i like the gift from you so..
and the message of the meaning of the heart lighters.
i love you.

random rants (continued) part 2

2008-02-29T14:10:00.003+08:00

tadah! does this cake look familiar to some of you~ yes! its the one and only survival from our known XTOURAN'S 21st birthday leftover! darling was so cute that day =x
here's a picture of lex making my prove of lex thats he's ghey is true. LOL =X

cute little toufu huh~ but its stuck in the ufo machine shouting for help =x sadly i didnt manage to save it lol

random rants

2008-02-29T14:01:00.003+08:00

some pictures that i felt like uploading xD

ever seen such a big bar of chocolate? its real by the way. carol got it for me when she when to korea =p

early in the morning eat hotcakes at mac seens normal right. what about making letters out of them for someone you love xD. i love touran <3

aint that kitty pretty? it caught my eye even though it was hiding by the pots lol. couldnt resist taking a picture when i left the place. and it stays at my grandpa's house area! saw it when visiting my relatives during chinese new year (:

happy valentine's day n 8th mnth anniversary sweetheart~

2008-02-14T07:07:00.004+08:00

its the first valentine's day we are going to celebrate together and many more in the future xD.

i wanted to prepare a surprise for you but i guess i was too greedy rofl. wanted to scroll a good dragon tail for you. surprisingly i passed 4 30% on it before it bombed. sighs? i forgot about the cant pass more than 4 scrolls in a row rule -.- here's the ss. hope i can do it again soon~ time to farm money. am broke xP *gachas hohoho~

http://img528.imageshack.us/my.php?image=goneyv5.jpg

new hairstyle n hair color!

2008-01-30T07:54:00.000+08:00

my sweetheart took my char to mulung town, the new town just released not long ago..

i bought a random hair coupon ticket as there weren't vip hair coupons available currently.

i chose a channel i wanted and click random hair and i got the hair both me and my darling wanted! thats like too.. lucky? here's a picture of both together after giving our hair random dye xD~

day out with my sweetheart~

2008-01-28T04:21:00.000+08:00

yes i noe darling i haven been blogging for a long time but now ima using my laptop so i can blog! ^^ sweetheart yur sick.. do tk kare of yurself okay >.< ima worried T.T

hanx n mich went crazy over their sudden craving of bak kut teh n decided to meet up with de group to eat it at bugis. me n my sweetie went down bugis and went to the arcade near 6.30pm..
it must be one of the tyco-est day of my life. 1st credit in the ufo machine n i hit-ed fate and got a mickey mouse for my darling. 2nd try miss and my sweetheart tried too n miss again. so we walked off and look at somewhr else and.. i walk back on my own n inserted another credit! guess wad. it hit fate again and i got a minnie mouse to cpl with the mickey i got for her! xD

ima glad my sweetie likes it <3 she says its de only mickey n minnie she like ._.
hanx n gang only reached like 8plus and de store was closed alrdy by then -_________-
so we headed down to elsewhr n eat instead :x

sweetheart i hope yur sorethroat n cough gets well soon <3
its time to pack de hse for new yr! m going to help out at my darling's place too ^^

more things left unsaid yet..

2008-01-07T10:43:00.001+08:00

had chalets in december, was very fun~
i love eating bbq food~ well, at least its healthier compared to deep-fried food which is oily..
chicken wings <3 =x
i just love to eat bbq chicken wings ^^
most of the ppl stayed in the chalet watching ONE person play ps2.. playing a game called..
FATAL FRAME
duno which version. left uncompleted from the last chalet we previously last had together.
after spending like 2days+ they still didnt manage to finish it in the end HAHA.

the feeling of wad happened during the chalet cant be described in words, so i shall not say much abt it. but i had fun n m actually kinda sry towards my darling for not paying attention to her.. sry sweetheart, i guess my mind was wondering off somewhere else at the wrong time ><

but things are alright after i realised it or rather, she told me. then i realised i really wasnt paying much attention to her and decided to give her my attention. afterall, she is my attention in the first place~

i love her so <3

bdae presents from my frens

2008-01-07T10:33:00.001+08:00

yea, thnks xiong for de bear lol xiong = bear u give me yurself? =x
good idea huh suddenly call my darling ask her go over den come back with a bear with my darling's voice recorded inside f3

thnks reagan, xavier, n defu for the presents.
the chocolate was nice, de cushion is cute~ n de pooh bear is sth i will remind defu of nxt time i see him f3 reason just below =x
defu rmb to tk off price tags nxt time, its kindly unsightly sometimes lol
sad xiang couldnt make it.. he was sick @@

thnks tobiya for 10k a-cash lol hope you like the vibrating condom ring me, tou, ck n cow chipped in for your bdae LOL.

thnks rach n gang for the ice cream treat, it was yummy ^^

thnks nix n lic for being thoughtful n getting a present for me (: hope i can meet nix soon to get it lol

thnks shadow n ck for the slipper, kinda ingenious though.. sticky slippers lol.. maybe i will just wear it at hme =x

thnks to all my relatives n parents who still rmb-ed my bdae lol, they gave me money but were all spent when my parents went overseas without giving me proper allowance T.T
bdae money become allowance T_______T

n thnks to anyone else who might haf accidentally slipped my mind. let me noe so i can update~
love you all, i had a great birthday this year ^^ 14122007

my bdae presents from my baby!

2008-01-07T10:20:00.001+08:00

my sweetheart gave me 19 different pieces <3
shall mention SOME only (:

1. a black checkered long sleeve shirt from messy! my sweetie know my taste well x33
2. white sleeveless cardigan from messy too. she wanted me to try it xD
3. a pink checkered, black collared shirt from n-project. =o my type yet again
4. a kimono patterned hp pouch with bunnies on it! its cute n its MINE.
5. cross-stitched handphone strap with butterflies on it
6. 19letters from 19days before my bdae given to me from you everyday, our daily thick n thin.
7. my darling's diary (contents not to be exposed)
8. a cross-stitched racoon mini pouch, so cute of you to choose that =x
9. a t-shirt with a design printed on it, designed by you.. "love is eternity"
10. heart-patterned tie from messy! de first tie of my own ^^
11. love seeds in a bottle x33
12. a birthday cake baked by you!
13. a pair of movie tix (n u bought it de day before! f5)
14. couple rings (our love is foreva, i loveyou) sarang haeyo~
15. anniversary chocolates! baked by you too ><

thnks sweetheart for making my this birthday the most meaningful and precious one. i will rmb it always

some updates from 2007 - my birthday n our 6mnth anniversary

2008-01-07T10:04:00.000+08:00

a cake box with words written by my sweetheart..

the cake baked from scratch by her.. so thoughtful of my baby <3

her anniversary present for me! hand baked chocolates!

and they are yummy, yet i couldnt bear to eat them >.<

new blog layout o.o

2008-01-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

my darling did a new blog layout for me!
>.<
december was fun, had fun with friends and my sweetheart so much.
chalet was fun xD

my new yr resolutions are :
get a better life, with hard work
make my sweetie happier as possible
play hard as well as work hard
love my baby more and more ^^
and to cherish all we have together always x33

thnks baby for this wonderful layout by you, i love you forever till the end of time with you~

dont leave me..

2007-11-26T08:54:00.000+08:00

on the verge of death, only wanting to reach out to you..

my love, don't leave me..

feeling only pain and sorrows and awaiting death..

i never ever want anything to happen to you..

i rather have you by my side with me..

point out all my mistakes that should be changed..

change me for i will for your sake..

simply becos i love you..

i will do it..

touran my sweetheart..

please..

stay with me foreva..

14x10x2007

2007-10-15T11:07:00.000+08:00

f o u r t h m o n t h a n n i v e r s a r y..

its alrdy our 4th month together..

yet i still love you as much as i do..

my love for you is growing stronger n stronger each day..

when i cant see you..

i miss you..

i hope this love story of ours will never end..

together we will be till foreva..

140607 till the end of time..

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2007-10-08T02:29:00.000+08:00

naughty darling T-T! u torture yurself to try to test me.. T.T *heart pain

*must force myself to remember T__T..

anyways i love you sweetheart :x

*muahahaha yur mine! n no one can snatch. the rest of u guys, GET LOST xD

*hugs darling tight tight :D

i really mean it..

2007-09-25T00:44:00.000+08:00

i will stick to you forever,

holding you together.

never letting you fall apart..

you told me not to make promises,

but yet i will still say it out..

as i rather tell you everything from the bottom of my heart..

then to only regret it only after you leave me.

i love you,

touran my sweetheart..

forever and always..

part 2

2007-09-25T00:42:00.001+08:00

cloudie de idiot strikes back again!

woots, cloudie the idiot has made touran sad.

in wad ways shall not be explained.

ima so sad..

i dun wish to see my darling sad..

wad can be done to this idiot cloudie..

darling pls tell me..

wake me up from doing all this things to you..

cloudie u kawaii baka

2007-09-24T01:04:00.001+08:00

hi i am touran here .

cloudie is not an idiot .

she's a kawaii baka who wants to do things for me ~

therefore she is not an idiot ;

she is just baka .

i love my baka :D

baka cloudie

2007-09-18T01:53:00.001+08:00

ima a baka! i always make my darling touran cry D:

3rd anni.

2007-09-14T03:34:00.000+08:00

happy 3rd month anniversary sweetheart~

being with you makes everything worthwhile, yur so adorable yet humble. you like to leave negative comments about yurself yet postive ones to me. yur not all so negative baby, yur sweet, nice, n everything else. dont ever say bad stuff abt yurself alright.. it some how hurts my heart. i wouldnt want my love to be so negative of herself. i love you baby, yur everything i said u are. dont deny it alright, yur my adorable sweet lil baby. yur my god-sent angel from above, someone whom i love dearly. being with u made me realise of the world, and how people are. sweetheart, do not be discouraged of things you want to do. Voice it out if possible, things sometimes do work out that way instead of keeping it down. Do not be lack of confidence of yourself, ima there to hold you, keeping yur confidence with you.

i love cuddling onto you, holding you tight so that you will never fall. If you were to fall, i will be there to break yur fall no matter what happens.

touran is my one and only sugarheart, my sweetheart, my love. <3

i love you my baby, foreva n ever

new song!

2007-09-11T05:41:00.002+08:00

heard this song from my sis hp lol. thought it was nice and decided to dedicate it to the special one in my heart.. i <3 my baby always till forever ^^

._.

2007-09-09T01:42:00.001+08:00

my darling isnt feeling well nowadays, sweetheart do tk kare.. i myself haf fallen sick too! fever, cough, flu, sore throat. combo as usual. ima sorry sweetie for today.. cloudie is bad bad D:
but i love you no matter what and forever.

ima sorry ):

2007-08-31T01:54:00.000+08:00

just came back from my darling's hse area.. ima sorry darling for not telling you abt my cash @@ a kind cab driver send me back for only 5bucks though >.<
ima sorry ): really really ><
had supper earlier with my sweetie.. i cried over.. being softhearted ._. i still cry over it.. sighs..
darling i love you, i would sacrifice anything for you <33 you forever..

oh yea, surprisingly, angelic msg-ed me today.. seems like her life is getting abit down.. angelic cheer up alright gal? ^^

sorry sweetheart

2007-08-29T01:46:00.000+08:00

sorry for making you fall down that day.. that fall twisted yur hand.. you didnt shout at me to get lost.. i was very scared but yet so sorry, i held you tight and hugged you.. wanting you to do anything to me no matter what. i wouldn't get lost no matter how much you asked me to go away. i am very sorry for making you fall and getting injured.. it hurt you so badly ):

am sorry again for making you cry.. you told me you alrdy left bishan mrt station after waiting for me for 30min.. i believed you foolishly, not thinking that you actually bluff me that you left. ima so sorry for not calling you to make sure you were still in bishan.. ima so foolish D:
sorry sweetie, i love you.. when you told me you were at bishan still, i who just received that msg on the train just reaching tpy, actually ran out straight and took back towards bishan but when you told me you were alrdy on the train towards marina bay.. i, from braddell ran up the escalator and to the other side again. i seem so foolish that day, sorry darling.. i didnt mean it T__T

cloudie x touran

2007-08-19T23:22:00.001+08:00

cloudie got married to touran on 180807 just ytd :D

thanks all those who attended n sry for those who werent invited cos u were either offline or uncontactable D:

ima loving you forever, no matter what challenges we meet upon.. we will tackle problems together hand in hand. i will love you till forever my sugar sweetie pie <3

birthday wishes

2007-08-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

happy belated bdae to hao n james 180807, happy bdae ozzy sista today190807 :D n advance happy bdae bun! 200807 xD.
hw many more ppl's birthdays coming up o-o.
celebrated sista's bdae with touran darling, ozzy sista, kakaz kachua, serene, domi n pui :D
ate at azabu sabu at marina square. sista's main bdae present was.. THE MENU! with all the delicious looking desserts inside (yumyum)
the menu was koped exactly last month on 180707, domi's bdae celebration which was held there too ^^
sista kept holding onto the menu, not wanting to let anyone else have it so we made plans to give her the menu as her bdae present n i brought it hme without her knowing the existence of it in my bag (: sista u can enjoy lookin at the desserts every single day now, n i hope u enjoyed yur bdae :D

140807

2007-08-15T01:26:00.000+08:00

happy 2nd month anniversary sweetheart..

time has pass to this day yet again,

it passes by so fast..

going through all the laughter, joy, pain, and sorrows together hand in hand..

at the end of everything,

i will only tell you one thing..

i love you sugarheart..

140607 till foreva..

time to relax?

2007-08-09T08:21:00.000+08:00

will be going off for a chalet for 3 days two nights! don't miss me if you guys dun see me ^^.
sweetheart, yur not a nub cake. you know, there isn't anyone perfect in this world. there are those "my day" and "not my day" things. so rmb what i said, your not a nub as there is no one that is perfect in this world. it's merely just not yur day thats why all that happened. cheer up sweetie, i love you. <3

i fcking want you forever.

2007-08-07T17:08:00.000+08:00

she told me.. to forget her.

she said bye....

but..

i fcking want her.....

i have never been selfish in my life.

can i be selfish this once and make her stay by my side?

I WANT YOU FOREVER.

your the only one i want.

my heart fcking hurts now. de tears falling down non-stop.

it fcuking hurts. really.. i haf never cried this badly..

maybe it wouldn't hurt if i actually disappear from the world.

or if she stay by my side now and forever..

i duno.. i duno.. my mind is completely undescrible.

movie!

2007-07-31T08:00:00.000+08:00

more movies later on with darling! darling got off high le <33
i love darling many many! miss you darling~

oh my darling oh my darling~
do you how much i miss you so..
its so many.. way too many..
too many to count it so..